Hey Coco...
Keep at it... u ride great when you are with others (Better than me anyway

) the more you ride, the more confidence you will get... just need more practice at lifting ur bike up (Not by dropping it though) or start pumping iron to build up your skinny little arms
BUT, if you really want to change your bike... I found a scooter for you...
Low riding position... no need to worry about dropping it, good millage (can travel without toilet breaks) and has pink farings... (Probably can get the yellow seat cover since u like yellow

)... and if any cagers/riders bullying u on the road.... just "flush" your exhaust... that should scare them away
