Kurlz I will miss you

[Jeevz]

Really sad to hear about this. My deepest condolences to you and the family Shane.

RIP Kurlz

[Foofie Foofie]

As Ryno said, i normally dont do the whole RIP threads thing as per the Cit D theory, but Jana told me about this last night and for whatever reason i couldnt get it out of my mind, all night and today.

Firstly the fact that she was 17. Tadly, this makes it tragic beyond words, in such a event. I cant begin to fathom what the parents are going thru ... i dont think id survive that if that was my daughter.

If speed was a factor, and i heard it was a family relative who was driving, then its something they will carry for the rest of their lives. The only thing that scares me into doing stupid shit on bikes and cars, is when someone is with me. Such a shame in this scenario.

I couldnt stop thinking that she has just finished the apprentiship of her life, and is about to go out and DO what she wanted to do, and this is the end result.

I didnt know the girl, but for whatever reason i feel like shit when i sit and think about it. Shane, please pass on our thoughts .....

Rest In Peace Kurlz.

[Satan1]

Saf and everyone else thank you.

I pm'd this but thought that it wouldn't do some any harm to read.

Re: Kurlz
Mate you don't know how good it was to read that although Im now crying.

There are some people in this world that when they smile everyone smiles, she was the most outwardly positive girl i will ever meet.

She would suffer in silence and try not to let the world see, she didn't want sympathy and didn't need praise.

I can't really explain it, her walk was a beat you could dance too and she approached everything with the same enthusiasm .

She would do things just to laugh, the first time i went out somewhere with her she thought it was a great laugh to romantically spread ice cream across my face, she didn't care if it impressed anyone else or whether they would laugh.

We would go to the rugby and she would sneak us into the premier seats, she could be so shy or so outgoing, kiss or cry you couldn't help but love her.

I wish some people had the chance to meet her.

[Satan1]

Hey girl i will see you tonight, i hope to be able to follow you home, may you rest in peace.

[Fastgirl]

Originally Posted by shane1

Hey girl i will see you tonight, i hope to be able to follow you home, may you rest in peace.

hey shane...hope your doing OK...just reading this post...I hope your not going to do anything silly. Perhaps Ive misread.

[Satan1]

She comes back from the morgue tonight then she is being buried back home in nz, I hope i can organize flights, Although i have thought the other no one else needs to feel the pain we currently feel.

Thanks for the concern,
shane

[Fastgirl]

Originally Posted by shane1

She comes back from the morgue tonight then she is being buried back home in nz, I hope i can organize flights, Although i have thought the other no one else needs to feel the pain we currently feel.

Thanks for the concern,
shane

I am certain that under these types of conditions the airlines will make sure you get home. I think they need to have confirmation from an official for the funural you need to attend. I believe they do a cheaper flight for grieving family members. m not sure, perhaps call your airline of choice in regards to this.

Stay strong shane....and you are right. the other option ISNT an option. your family and hers need you to be there. My thoughts are staying with you and I hope the words in this thread can give a small amount of strength to keep going.

[Fordy]

RIP
Sorry for your loss

[Sain]

R.I.P Kurlz,

You always had a smile on your face

never forget all days when you were helping at Static

Just saw you last week at scabs....

R.I.P Kurlz

[Sain]

R.I.P Kurlz,

You always had a cheeky smile on your face

never forget all days when you were helping at Static

Just saw you last week at scabs....

R.I.P Kurlz

[Satan1]

[Satan1]

Unfulfilled Dreams

I continue to search but i fail to find a way
Freeze my feelings to be let thaw another day
I Clap my hands wishing for it all to subside
Ask an angel to take me to the other side
My heart now a sleuth searching obscure evidence
Search deeper but I cant find anything of relivance
That gives meaning to how much a shiney clash can take
This was evident in the eyes of all at your wake
The lord works in mysterious ways im told explains why
May be so but why do all my friends have to die
I lie a face to greet the lied faces i meet
And even smile as i pass others in the street
But as hard as i try the pain continues to rise
Impossible to block out when i remember your eyes
Or all spontaneous immature things we ever did
After all you were just a kid taken by a kid
So with each hour i wonder when it will cease
Then comfort your restless heart is finally at peace
Shane Anthony Clark

Copyright ©2007 Shane Anthony Clark


I wrote this when a second friend was taken through gang violence in 2002 seems just as relevant today.

[D'Artagnan]

Drove past on the way home last night. Lots of people at the house which is beautiful to see. Sad for the whanau pani I'm sure but still wonderful to see so many friends there before she heads home for tangihanga.

I thought this appropriate.

Originally Posted by He Wawata

He wawata i ngā rangi nei
I nga pō roroa nei
Kia kite a i a koe
E taku tumanako

E rere rā e ngā kapua
Whaia te tau kei (w)hea
E kore rawa e mutu
te aroha i ahau e.

Ngā pūrei kohu e mamao nei
I waho o Maketu
Mōhou rā e hine.
Kei (w)hea rā koe?
Mā wai rā koe
E whakahoki mai?

Mā ngā tai e haruru nei
I waho o Rangiuru.
He moemoeā, he wawata
Me kite wairua

Originally Posted by translated

A yearning these days
and through these long nights
that I may see you
my desire.

I wish to fly on the clouds
pursue my loved one to wherever she is
For never will it be ended
the love that is within me.

The distant patches of cloud
far beyond Maketu
are for you girl.
Where are you?
Who will bring you
back here?

Let the raging tides do so
outside Rangiuru.
A dream, a yearning
to see you in spirit form

D'Art

[Gustav]

Oh man,

Im really sorry for your loss Shane1!

Take it easy mate, be there for her family. Such a loss and well, all i can say is its so sad that someone was so young to be taken from family and friends.

Make sure she is never ever forgotten. Keep her alive in your heart and mind and she will always be alive within you.

Always

Gustav.

[Dave-Jem]

RIP Kurlz
Condolences to all family and friends for your tragic loss.
Shane1, don't know you mate but know your pain, I think I would be confident to say that the whole of PSB are here for you mate.

[Satan1]

HORNE

Kerrily. Accidentally passed away in Perth, Australia, on Monday 29 October 2007. Aged 17 years. Loving daughter of Mary and Tony, sister to Tony-Lee, Quinton and Temz, granddaughter of Lui and Emily Hohaia, niece to her many uncles and aunties. Body arriving from Perth Sunday 4 November 2007. Tangi at Te Hapua Marae. Funeral Tuesday 6 November 2007. All enquiries to 09-299-9482 or 021-113-0989.



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Kurlz everything reminds me of you,
Someone said to me yesterday 'the world doesn't stop turning when someone dies'
I wish it did, if only for a moment so everyone could know you.
Love you girl R.I.P

[Satan1]

I dream t last night that i was meeting you after checking out of hospital it took a few minutes when i woke to remember i wouldn't see you again, will always love you.

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[Satan1]

"As I gazed into your eyes - something inside me forever changed...
You laid there by my side and gave me a smile that tore down the
walls surounding my Heart..
I found what I'd been looking for all along..
that magic feeling I could never have before..
I felt you there.. beside me.. taking my hand in yours..
When the tears faded away and I came to my senses -
You gave me a promise I'd been dying to hear since the moment we met..
You Told me that we'll always be together...
Time and space ceased to be.. Our threads of fate became one..
All the pain, doubt and fear in the world would not keep us apart..
Not anymore..
If I'd have died right then and there in your arms,
it wouldn't matter.. It still would have been the happiest moment
of my life.. Death is only death.. and you.. are so much more..
But then something happened.. The dream ended.. I was forced to open
my eyes only to realize.. that I had lost you once again..
I had returned back to reality - along with the sad shards of my broken
Heart.. The torment of nothingness inside me caused greif unlike
any other.. And still.. I wouldn't trade that one moment of true
happieness.. for anything.. even if it was just a dream..
Though just a pleasent illusion - the time we shared together felt
real enough to me.. And that's why I love the nightly darkness so..
For I can't wait to close my eyes.. fall asleep once more..
and find you there again.."

[Satan1]

A month :sigh:

[NikyNoo]

Originally Posted by shane1

A month :sigh:

Shane1

I don't know you and never met Kerrily But I know how hard it is to deal with loss - this year being the first time ever I had to face reality of death.

You say 'one month'...and I know you'll probably realise there's gunna be first christmas - first birthday etc and those days are gunna be hard BUT those are the days to think of the fond memories and all those memories you hold close to your heart - think of the person that always made you laugh and use these times to celebrate her and her vibrance.

Cherish those moments where she comes to you in dreams - they are simply her way of getting messages to you that you're waiting to hear!

and remember turn to someone...anyone when you need to talk !